Pull the blanket over my head
Drowning in the memories
They linger by my bed
Slowly creeping closer
Forcing me to look
The weight feels like a boulder
This monster cannot be shook
Breathing deep beneath the crushing
Rage boils up inside me
The blood is rushing
Anxiety and fear
Resentment and despair
Some days I don't want to care
I just saw the 20/20 special that aired about your sister.
ReplyDeleteI really believe there is still evidence out there. Especially with the ice cream man. As in he's able to recall something or people around the neighbor hood where she was riding the bike.
The police will find something. I know their will.
I agree with your mom. You were a child. It's not your fault .
Praying for you and your family.
What ice cream man?
DeleteI am sorry for what you've experienced. But sweetheart..... you were a child. You were not responsible. No one was except the person who took your precious sister and forever altered your life. THAT is the only person responsible.
ReplyDeletePraying for healing for you.
I guess he who feels it knows it. Sorry for your loss. She was taken by someone quite near. Music sound was near by. I pray that soon you will get all the answers you need. I pray for healing in your mind, soul and spirit.In Jesus name
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